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//Friday, April 10, 2009 4/10/2009
Regret, that is one word that'd been revolving around me, for now. I admit, I'm a lazy person. Oh, another word, without much saying. I regretted because I'm lazy, I regretted because I had second thoughts. Not that I wasn't good enough.
Laziness brought catastrophe, as well as shame to my life. I thought I weren't mind those judging eyes but I guessed I was wrong. I'm always being compared to, somehow as the abominable one most of the time. That's enough. I have to go further, much more than my expectations in life. Why do I give up half way as easily as spending money? Where is the energy to go on, to strive? I missed the previous me. It's like a 2.4km race around the track, always will I be the first few. Towards the last lap, the last 100m, when all your energy is drained, and when your thighs muscles believed that they have reached their limits. Your mind tells you NO! There you go, as you start to accelerate faster than anything else, as if the brain has numbed all the pain that you have endured for the past 10 minutes. As soon as you know, your back now faces the line. This is what I (perhaps everyone else) want in life. At the end of the day you smile at your grades, your achievements. People are proud of you, they expect more from you. It's not just a 'pass' expectation anymore. Have you ever felt pressurized when all your siblings and even cousins are so much better of? Ever felt dumb when you're around them? I did. They are people with scholarships and degrees. Me? Ds and Fs. And their parents, only do they talk to 'smart' people. Me? I talk to my brother's iPhone. What about my parents, you may ask. My mum once told me, " I don't expect much from you." These few words, may just be one sentence to you and nothing else. But to me, they meant a lot. Each word kind of turned themselves into knives. Stunned by her words, I went silent. And my dad, I guessed he only wants me to return home early. No more of these nonsense, kaili. Life doesn't give a second chance, not to you. Labels: life |
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